Sympathy makes us sinners

...Yeah... I write enough fanfiction to require it. This is slightly odd. I write more slash than I ever have het. This is Pretty. Odd. considering I was dead set against slash for a long time. Then I met the Panic fandom. Do the math.

This is sticky... And in case you're wondering, my journal's not friends-locked or any of that. You want to read my RL bullshit, feel free. Nothing I really need to keep secret here. Really.

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All other fanfiction (non-HSM or Panic) can be found here.

If you read, please comment/review. It makes my day.

So, I saw Adam's new video. And made incoherent noises at the screen for several minutes. Because OMFG HAI ADAM. Marry me? :D

...why is it always the gay guys I end up liking? With, like, two exceptions... But one of them's a jack-ass (at least, in my opinion), and the other... Well, I'll steal from Meg Cabot... HWSNBNITB <--- "He who shall not be named in this blog"

Anyway... Also, I want you all to read a lovely rant by nijuuni over at dA about Adam's AMA performance which goes down as the gayest performance ever, INCLUDING Panic's Nothing Rhymes With Circus tour and High School Musical's "I Don't Dance" scene.

I have only seven words on the performance: Glambert, I love you. Don't ever change.

To everyone who bitched about the show: You can shut it. *glomps Adam*

Oh, my grandpa saw Adam's music video and thought it was softcore porn. I died laughing.

So I took this Supernatural quiz. Which Supernatural character are you?

...I got Dean. Somehow, I'm not surprised.

Aside from that, Check the writing memes I did. Poke me and I'll write you something. :/ I'm in a bit of a slump at the moment. :/

Writing meme:

The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request a drabble of ANY pairing/character of their choosing (of ANY fandom) from me (with a prompt, if it pleases you to give me one). In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level.

Okay, fandoms I'll write: Bandom, Supernatural, FMA, Naruto, KH, Repo! The Genetic Opera, FF VII, FF VIII, Harry Potter... I'll even try my hand at Razia's Shadow. No, really! \o/

Aw, man I have to pick? Can I do a top three? Yes? OKAY! :D

1. Dean Winchester. Why? Because A: It's pretty much a guaranteed lay. *innocent face* B: Because I'd get to see the Impala. And that car is the shit. C: He seems like an interesting individual, once you get past the crappy pick-up lines, the macho exterior and the insane dislike of talking things out. ...wait a second... I'm a chick Dean. Nice. :P
2. Owen Harper (Pre-Exit Wounds). Why? Because he would be someone I'd get on well with. He'd snark his way through dinner and I'd snark back and then we'd get drinks and then he'd stand on his head for ten minutes until he projectile-vomited it all back up. And I'd cheer and not even care that me wanting to hug and kiss him is technically necrophilia. Shut up. :P
3. Scipio Massimo. Why? Scipio went from being a twelve-year-old to a 22-year-old in the space of an hour. Half of it would be me wanting to get inside his head and see how he made the jump. The other half is because he's totally cute, okay? And honestly, he's an amazing individual, stealing from his dad and selling to a shady pawn shop owner to help his friends out, who, to top it all off, he was housing them in an old movie theater his dad owned because they needed a home. :)

So, I'm a sad, disturbing person.

But it's all Gwyneth's fault. She's got me writing Final Fantasy VII/Repo! The Genetic Opera crossover fanfiction.

No, really. It's kind of awesome, actually. Aside from the whole Graverobber/Cloud thing. But I'm making it work.

A life, what's that?

...it's titled "And Cloud Strife Is Addicted To The Knife".

Before you ask, no I'm not forcing Cloud into Amber's role. That would be cruel. :P

10 WORDS OR LESS meme
You post a pairing from any fandom that I know at least a little about.*
I write 10 different categories.
Each in 10 words or less.

❶. Angst:
❷. AU:
❸. Crack!fic:
❹. Crossover:
❺. First Time:
❻. Fluff:
❼. Humor:
❽. Hurt/Comfort:
❾. Smut:
❿. UST:

Stole it from sisterxshotgun.

Directions: Write down twelve of your favorite characters. Number the list. Then click the cut for random cracktastic questions. (Don't look at the questions before you've come up with the list or else you'll spoil it. XD)

1. Dean Winchester (Supernatural)
2. Roxas (Kingdom Hearts)
3. Seifer Almasy (Final Fantasy VIII)
4. Amber Sweet (Repo! The Genetic Opera)
5. Scipio Massimo (The Thief Lord)
6. Malingo (Abarat)
7. Pallis (Razia's Shadow)
8. Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist)
9. Genesis Rhapsodos (Final Fantasy VII)
10. Draco Malfoy (Harry Potter)
11. Castiel (Supernatural)
12. Namine (Kingdom Hearts)

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Title: Work This Out (1/?)
Author: xiexiegirl
Pairing, Character(s): Will, Terri (this part); eventual Will/Finn
Rating: PG-13
Spoilers: Acafellas, Showmance, Pilot
Summary: Terri comes clean and Finn is determined to help pick up the pieces.
Author's Notes: I started this after "Acafellas" aired and have been staring at parts of it semi-blankly because I wanted it to be a oneshot and it wanted to be a multi-chapter. It won. This is part one of I-don't-know-how-many.

( It was a month after Terri told him that he was getting a son that she came clean. )

This is what happens when I talk to my friends:

afcadet2009@yahoo.com says:
heh, have faith in yourself and the massive tuition you are going to be getting :D
Scipia *hsus says:
I hope so.
Massive tuition... yeah, that reminds me, I gotta figure out how in the HELL I'm paying for McGill.
afcadet2009@yahoo.com says:
you could rob a bank?
Scipia *hsus says:
It's $27,000 a year.
afcadet2009@yahoo.com says:
.....hmmm....*sigh*
Scipia *hsus says:
I'd have to pull of a heist in each branch of a major chain, like Citizens... And I'd have to do it in such a way that I couldn't be traced or caught, otherwise, I'm looking at some serious jailtime and I don't particularly feel like becoming the bitch of a 6', heavyset, beefy chick named Lucia who's got more tattoos than hair and a right hook worse that my ex-boyfriend's wrestling moves.

Comment and I'll give you a person (indicate a preferred fandom if you want). Find a picture of that person for each category. Post the results in your journal.

my_0wn_madness gave me AXEL! :D

( Got it memorized? )

sisterxshotgun gave me Roy Mustang. :D

( Colonel Bastard. )

...life update later.

Title: If Being Honest Is The New Cool, I'd Rather Be A Social Reject [2/9]
Author: xiexiegirl
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: 3rd
Summary: Ryan Ross loves the dark. He loves it because he can't see those imperfections that keep him from the person he loves. What he doesn't know is that the person he loves already thinks he's perfect.
Disclaimer: This is real. Really! That’s why the sky is neon green and Pete Wentz is a girl.
Beta: fleurdelisee
Author Notes: I posted this a long time ago over at FanWorks. I thought to post it here because it’s one of my best fics, in my opinion.
Previous Chapter(s): Chapter One - Ryan

( Chapter Two – Brendon )

*points to icon*

Dean and Sam made me happy today. And Dean is totally one of those guys who's a total chick deep down. WAY deep down, but... Deep down.

Aside from Dean and Sam, I got a decent night's sleep! no, really, it was awesome. So was finding out that "House Of Wolves" is, in fact, a song I can swing dance to. The beat is perfect, much like "Dance, Dance" is.

Anyways, working on (and finishing) Glee fic #2, and posting the next chapter of Social Reject before I forget again.

being able to websurf while going 70 miles an hour on the interstate. No, seriously. I love modern technology.

Got tagged by selectivelyurie.

1. Comment to this entry saying 'ICONS!' and I will pick 6 of your icons.
2. Make an entry in your own journal and talk about the icons I picked!

( I really need to overhaul my icons soon. )

Also, I'm just saying that, when i finally get a car, I'm getting a bumper sticker that says "My other car is an Impala". Because I WANT DEAN'S CAR, OKAY? No, seriously, that thing is awesome, and no I'm not just referring to the armory in the trunk.

So, something that made me happy today...

Jabbering with Paul about Supernatural and Merlin.

For those who don't know... Paul = one of my BFFLs. He got me into Repo, (unknowingly) got me hooked on Supernatural, he was a big part of the reason I got into Doctor Who and Torchwood, and he's just an all around AWESOME guy.

And he's also the reason I don't have THAT big a crush on Dean and Sam from SPN. Because he's a very bizarre mix of the two of them. No, seriously. :P Kind of weird.

Title: Teaching
Author: xiexiegirl
Pairing, Character(s): Will, Finn; Will/Finn
Rating: PG-13 for alcohol consumption
Spoilers: “Acafellas”, “Showmance”, “Pilot”
Summary: Years after high school, Will and Finn run into each other at a bar.
Author’s Notes: Based on a prompt over at the Glee Anonymous Prompt Meme. The prompt was “Will/Finn, reunion”, and this came to be. (Note that the title is completely random... Or maybe not. :P)

( It’s been a few months… )

Rules:
a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search (http://flickr.com).
b. Using ONLY the first page, pick an image.
c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Mosaic Maker. Change rows to 3 and columns to 3 (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php).
d. Save the image and post it!

1. What is your first name? Jesselyn
2. What is your favorite food? Potato patch french fries
3. What is your favorite color? Green
4. Favorite Drink? Tea
5. Dream Vacation? England
6. Favorite Animal? Cat
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? teacher
8. What do you love most in life? friends
9. One word to describe you: photography

( image below )

day 01 | a song
day 02 | a picture
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic
day 04 | a site
day 05 | a youtube clip
day 06 | a quote
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy.

Whatever tickles my fancy?

There is so much I could do, but I'll limit myself...

I will leave you all with one fanfiction link. It's Kingdom Hearts, but holy hell, this fic will make you want to play it, I swear. Even though it's AU. But shush.

Surgeon General's Warning by Dualism.

If you did not cry once during that entire fic (and it's not even FINISHED yet!), you clearly are better at detaching yourself from characters than I am. Seriously. And can I just say that Axel and Riku break my heart in this?

Something that made me happy... One of my BiFFLes, who's on LJ (ayankha, made a forum for slashers of all kinds. Slashers Anonymous.

I'm sillyscipia over there, if you're wondering.

Aside from that, figuring out how to make a few Christmas presents has made me insanely happy. First, I figured out how to make the zydrate gun for Paul (whoo!), then I figured out Caro's presents (which I refuse to tell you about, so don't bother asking).

Okay, I know it's only September, but I gotta get started. Especially since I'm looking at a minimum of $40 in shipping. And that's not counting the people in the US!

Okay, so here's the deal. I'm looking at presents for a certain few people and Chrismahanakwanzisolyulstika cards for the rest. IF YOU WANT ONE, email me! lightingfae@aol.com

No, seriously. I've got presents figured out for two people, and I'm looking at a minimum of six, plus the family. So, seriously, I've got a little bit of spare time on my hands.

The 8 days thing... Stole it from Caro (fleurdelisee), but really, who ELSE do I steal memes from? :P

Okay... anyway... Something that made me happy?

Dude, MERLIN. O.O Okay, really... How can a half-naked Bradley James NOT make someone want to die of happiness (especially when in bed, looking frustrated [though I'm imagining that it was not because he couldn't sleep... he just really really needed to get laid] and yelling for Merlin)?

Aside from that, I discovered Supernatural this morning around roughly 12:10 AM and watched the first few episodes...

I can't figure out which one I like more: Sam or Dean? Sam's adorable (and damn brilliant), and Dean's just hot, looks good when bleeding/bruised, and has that annoyingly endearing quality of attempting to be a tough guy...

*sighs dreamily*

Aside from their wonderful good looks, Dean and Sam have the whole "Ben and Gwen" thing going on. (For those who don't get it... Ben and Gwen are cousins and I swear, if they weren't related, they would have gotten together. seriously. They're just THAT PERFECT.)

Okay, so I may or may not have completely abandoned any hopes of writing Sam or Dean with another character, but really... Not my fault!

day 01 | a song
day 02 | a picture
day 03 | a book/ebook/fanfic
day 04 | a site
day 05 | a youtube clip
day 06 | a quote
day 07 | whatever tickles your fancy.

YouTube clip!

Caro's seen this already, but... Zydrate Anatomy

Quote?

"Have fun, and remember: it's not rape if you shout surprise!" - Sugar And Spice over on fanfiction.net. (Kingdom Hearts fic)